Trees ready to take flight? |
In the beginning, I simply wanted to become a better writer. Of all the things I tried, writing seemed like one I was decent at or at least seemed capable of improving upon. As I fumbled through those childhood and young-adult years of trying to figure out who and what I was to be, whenever things became fuzzy, writing always felt like a sort of homecoming, a place that led me back to myself.
But a spiritual writer? That’s something that seems to have evolved beyond the original scope, though I consider it one of the greatest surprises and blessings of my writing career. Certainly, there are times I need to take on projects that don’t require the kind of depth that spiritual writing effects, but inevitably, most end up feeling so shallow that I have a hard time sustaining my interest. The spiritual element doesn’t even have to be overt to hold my attention. But if there is nothing within a project that connects to something beyond the material, I can easily fall prey to boredom.
Over the past year or two, as I’ve taken on more assignments that have been spiritual in nature, I’ve found my editors naturally eying those sorts of stories for me, whether or not I’ve requested them. That’s where the surprise enters in. What was it that told them I loved that kind of story? Did they detect my excitement at being assigned these topics, note the immediate spark in my eyes? I’m not sure how it happened but more and more, my editors began to identify the spiritual story as a “Roxane story.”
I marvel at all of this, realizing things easily could have gone in a different direction; one in which my passions and my editors’ ideas didn’t line up. Instead, I’ve been identified as a writer inclined to go deeply into the heart of things. Through this, I feel I’m coming closer and closer to the center of myself and my best work.
One of the ways I nurture this leaning is through my Catholic writers’ listserve, where spiritual-minded writers gather to discuss not just what it takes to be a writer, but a writer of spiritual works. Through this communion, we encourage and empower one another, usually agreeing that our common path often leads to fewer material benefits but greater spiritual nourishment. It’s a payoff we’re willing to tolerate to a point because we understand that writing for the spiritual sector is as much vocation as job. And the implications of our work have the potential to extend beyond this world.
Sometimes our group discusses writers who’ve inspired us along the way. The most recent has been the great Flannery O’Connor. Compared to some in our group, I’m still at the beginning of an acquaintance with this fellow wordsmith, but I’m intrigued and hope to get to know her more in the coming months.
The other day, one of our members shared the following excerpt from a lecture O’Connor once gave entitled, “The Catholic Novelist and the Protestant South.” In it, the late novelist described the Christian disciple who is a poet or storyteller in this way:
“The poet is traditionally a blind man. But the Christian Poet, and the storyteller as well, is like the blind man Christ touched, who looked then and saw men as if they were trees – but walking. Christ touched him again and he saw clearly. We will not see clearly until Christ touches us in death, but this first touch is the beginning of vision, and it is an invitation to deeper and stranger visions that we shall have to accept if we want to realize a Catholic literature.”
Like my friend from the listserve, I was affected by this short passage, which helps define for me why I do what I do, and why I am so powerfully drawn to it. It also provides me a renewed sense of purpose that will surely help me not lose heart when the bumps come along. Even more, it reminds me that if I keep at it, I might just begin to see the humans around me not as mere walking trees, but something much more detailed and astounding.
Q4U: Do you see a writing niche evolving in your work? If so, what is it?
Mary Aalgaard, Play off the Page says
I have similar feelings about my work, too. Without the spirit’s guidance, it seems pointless. I find that the Holy Spirit is working through me even when the topic is not faith related.
Barbara McDowell Whitt says
Roxanne, I love the way you tied Flannery O’Connor’s interpretation (of the Biblical story of the blind man seeing men as walking trees) back to your sory of your development as a spiritual writer. You are indeed a spiritual writer, and a very good one.
During my first year as a blogger I learned from Susan Gunelius’s book, “Blogging for Dummies,” that my blog, currently called “A 1961 Park College Diary,” is a niche blog. I have written as a spiritual writer in the past. I like the way Mary Aalgaard wrote in the previous comment, “I find that he Holy Spirit is working through me even when the topic is not faith related.”
Donna-Marie Cooper O'Boyle says
It is very evident that you DO see the people around you “not as mere walking trees, but something much more detailed and astounding.”
Thank you for your insights and great writing!
Roxane B. Salonen says
Mary, yes, I think whenever we’re tapping the soul in some way through our writing, we’re spiritual writers. You do it well. ๐
Barbara, I have to credit Effie, my list friend who brought the quote to my attention, but I’m glad you appreciated my connections. ๐
Donna, thank you! What a compliment! I always love seeing you here. ๐
Kim says
Roxane,
Thank you so much for this insightful post. As I consider myself still fairly new to the writing world, I don’t know if I really have a niche yet. I do find that it is a challenge for me to be a “surfacy” writer. It is interesting, last spring I met with an editor for a daily devotional at the Colorado Christian Writers Conference. I was sharing with him a bit about my life history and he basically told me that I wouldn’t be able to write for his publication as my life was too “raw” for most Christians. At first, I joked with this editor and said…”Oh, I can be a little less real if you wish.” He agreed to have me submit some devotionals. Guess what? After praying about it, I decided to not waste my time writing devotionals for this particular resource, instead I am concentrating on being “raw and real.” I believe I am being guided by the Holy Spirit. Thanks for your encouragement to be true to who we are as individuals and as writers.
Roxane B. Salonen says
Kim, wow, we can glide along the surface any old time, and where does that get us? Nowhere fast, I’d say. I think you are really onto something here by bypassing what seemed like a wonderful opportunity but, in the end, was not the right fit. God has a plan for your writing and it’s nothing close to skimming the surface. He’s given you a deep experience and He would expect nothing less than for you to approach your work with depth. I will be here cheering you on!
Carrie in Chicago says
Beautiful words and insights into why we do what we do. Thanks Roxane.